my anxiety can be the absolute bane of my existence, don’t get me wrong, but i’m grateful for the times when it manifests as Super Productivity. i just managed to write ten pages for my job to distract myself from an encroaching panic attack brought about by a simple scheduling error on my part that could lead to an ENORMOUS setback in my education. i can’t do anything about it tonight, so i just sat down and got started on this project, and now i’m miles ahead of schedule.

bless, y’all. bless.