trc – Page 3 – queerlybeloveds

adamparrishes:

very Important pynch things to take away from the opal story:

ronan starts a fire in an outbuilding by accident so these two dumbass Gays are like YES, GOOD LETS THROW STUFF AT IT! pyromaniacs the both of them. but i can get behind it if it makes them WILD and JOYFUL.

their frequent and very Long drives together! we all know they are parking up somewhere quiet and talking for hours and, lets be real, making out. also these drives are absolutely definitely no question about it what they do for dates pls like we all know they just like being alone peacefully together and this delivers. nice nice nice.

they?? nap?? together??? they bundle themselves into sheets piled like thunderheads (?? what the fuck boys tidy up your sheets) and they NAP. adam is 5000% the big spoon to ronan’s soft as fuck (dont kid yourself lynch) small spoon.

speaking of soft boy ronan lynch, i am? so proud of him??? dressed head-to-toe in leather, covered in a tattoo, swear boy ronan lynch has progressed! so! much! remember in trc when he was sad and he would hole himself away in his room on his own and drink ugh my poor Soft Gay, that was never gonna help. BUT NOW when he’s having a bad day he’s like you know what. i want to hold my bf’s hand and push my face into his neck and just stand here a while and that’s exactly what he does he doesn’t push it away, in fact he ASKS for it. catch me crying about it every 5 minutes until the day i die, thanks!

and adam who is definitely more verbose and needs to talk things out when he’s bothered has clearly come to understand that this isn’t what ronan needs, that it doesn’t work for him. he’s come to understand what he DOES need, that he relies on touch, so he doesnt try to talk, he doesnt try to make ronan express what he’s feeling, which in that moment would only make things worse, he just quietly takes ronan’s hand, and puts his head of top of ronan’s when the latter pushes his face into his neck like a kitten. again, imma cry every 5 minutes until the day i die.

this goes both ways though, it’s also really clear that ronan has taken the time to figure out what adam needs when he’s upset; that he needs to talk it out, and he needs to do some version of Dramatic Pacing, he needs to move and he needs action or some kind of gesture. ronan delivers this by talking it out. he reminds adam, who is very prone to being defeatist when something goes wrong, that things might look different but they’ll still be good, that he hasn’t failed, that its going to be fine. and he takes his shoes and socks off and walks with adam barefoot in the mud in the biggest and most Dramatic (you’re not the only Dramatic Gay adam, dont worry) display of ‘yo i’ve got your back’ ive ever seen. this is especially important as adam had just said he wouldn’t expect ronan to care, and ronan is like I CARE IM HERE WITH YOU WHATEVER YOURE DOING IM HERE. wow im?? i dont even know honestly its all Too Much.

more hand holding!! watch me put this point 76 times because!!! they! hold! hands! this is very important to me ive been arguing they do for 945 years and now its canon thank you for your time!

also canon confirmed is that ronan lynch talking about cabeswater is a turn on for adam parrish, my beautiful messy bisexual son, like we already knew he was on the sapiosexual side but reading that when ronan talked like ‘this’ adam stopped the Talking and started the Kissing was something i never knew i needed.

adam coming and going p much whenever he pleases and doing so mostly with ronan’s car is?? very important to me. this boy wouldn’t take anything from anyone in trc, he hated staying somewhere that wasn’t his own, but now he’s rolling up to stay at a house that isn’t his, in a car that isn’t his, and frequently too. im so proud of him.

when adam knows his time is winding down he stays at the barns even more and even gets pissed when he’s called into work oh how far we’ve come.

ronan who loves his car more than is probably healthy offering it to adam so he can go to school i cry.

when adam has walked a hundred million miles from work to the barns ronan gets him a glass of water because he’s such a kind and considerate boyfriend. what a good boy i love him.

they have both grown and developed individually and together so fucking much but they are still the same sarky teenage boys who fell in love and this was so obvious in a lot of their exchanges (particularly when talking about cabeswater) and it made me feel all Fuzzy and Warm and 182/10 happier.

adam telling ronan it wasn’t okay with him that he doesn’t care about what happens to himself crushed my heart but its very important for ronan to hear verbally and clearly that there are people who love him and that he should care about himself because he’s worth it.

yo friends they HOLD HANDS.

they have two hands each and they hold them!!!!!

fuck me up.

ANYWAYS these two boys just spending the summer TOGETHER!!! being SILLY BOYS IN LOVE. making a pool which they splash around in and kiss in don’t think i didn’t notice that ohohoho and having bbqs and making up games. just carefree and happy and wanting to spend every minute together having fun shit shit shit.

and they just are so? careful with each other! so gentle! they take care of each other and support each other and communicate and play and arghhhh.

i am never going to be Okay.

(p.s. they!!! hold!!! hands!!!)